April 3, 2024

The Matrix IYKYK

I began molting, under the quivering fall leaves

“It is just a phase”...they frowned with ease.

I squirmed and wailed; my cries unheard,

As their chants echoed, “You loser, you fraud”

 

I ached, trying to strip my worn-out skin

But it was too soon, too deep within.

Beneath my coat, formed bleeding hues,

A red scab, a golden scar, all set to my blues.

 

I paused molting, just to breathe.

The cataract eyes yearned to seethe.

Yet gasps were all that filled the space,

Hardened casing in a frozen, dark phase!

 

In shivering cold, my essence wilted

Half wrapped in condemn, the ice sky silted.

There, in the dead end, I found a glow

Innumerable births later, it is time to show!

 

 

That balmy dawn, pain awoke me fierce!

The cracked casing unveiled what pierced.

Amidst an angry outburst of moldy, smelly exudate,

I birthed cobwebs of shame and guilt on a feminine substrate.

 

 

With achy skin, I soared towards the sun.

The shadows buried digging claws at me, I shun!

Optimistic, finally being the cycle breaker…

Only to be vilified by the mocking deathless social monster.

 

Slithering off the old, I journeyed far and wide

To abysses vast, silhouettes swayed and collided.

Through life’s winding trails, zigzag I forage?

Woke up to the grim reality, the glass chamber is a mirage!!!

 

Old or new, you are devoured by the Matrix.

Play fierce or succumb, it is but your choice!!

Life’s allure, the intricate patterns so hard to conceal,

Shrug off the ego and let your untethered soul prevail!!


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